Meme..just because I CAN !!!

APPEARANCE:
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had braces.
[x] wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


FAMILY/HOME LIFE:
[ ] I've sworn at my parents. raised voiced/yelled at that's the extend for me
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK:
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years no such thing here
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

EMBARRASSMENT:
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

HEALTH;
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

TRAVELING:
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES:
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIP:
[ ] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[x] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I have feelings for someone who doesn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY;
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher more like the assistant teacher
[x] I am a cuddler (depends)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY/CRIME:
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted. I was still a kid at that time. not proud of this at all!

DRUGS/ALCOHOL:
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten 'shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have taken cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

DEATH & SUICIDE:
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I've considered suicide

MATERIALISM:
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I HAVE a healthy one! ;D
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic don't have one
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. Used to!
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

POLITICAL/SOCIAL ATTITUDES:
[x] In general, I don't like people. --> more towards I don't warm up to people easily
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm Liberal.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.

RANDOM:
[ ] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. twas a dare!
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar. am a snob of my pronounciation, though.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair. when I'm nervous, and had longish hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.--> more along the line love the idea of neat
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day ripped to ipod? --> max 10 cd's
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest.

Mosaic meme

Finds this interesting and makes my boring day a bit more bearable!
create your own mosaic meme if you want! here's how to do it :
01. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr search engine.
02. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
03. Copy the URL of your favorite photos here.
04. Then share with the world.

01. First Name 02. Favourite Food 03. Hometown
04. Favourite Colour 05. Celebrity Crush 06. Favourite Drink
07. Dream Holiday 08. Favourite Dessert 09. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up
10. What I Love Most In The World 11. One Word That Describes Me 12. My blogger Name

Ta daaaaa! here's my result.....

1. Wild Azaleas in Our Woods..........3-25-09, 2. Ichiban Sushi - Salmon Sashimi, 3. sunset by the bridge, 4. Everything's Golden, 5. concert souvenir, 6. Got milk?, 7. On the Way to the Valley HDR, 8. Manggo Yougurt Ice Cream, 9. "Would You Care to Join Me in a Cup of Coffee?", 10. Watching the fireworks, 11. Mod squad with 1973 Toyota Corolla, 12. Bug and Jeep

Trailblazing Time

Watcha doin' on the weekend gal? sleepin..I said..
and then what? I sleep some more..
and? I watch movies...listen to new musics..read books...together...
mmh..mmm..mmmh.mmm...sounds like someone was having a boring "with a capital B" weekend there brotha'.....well, that's where u're wrong honey.. my weekend was just perfect for us..just the way we like them..mellow, quality time and low budget..hardi har har....can't u beat that?!?
So, u're saying u go all that way to get home just to chill? no hot action and groovin' with the crowd? uh huh..yep...that is exactly what I'm sayin'!!

KARAOKE Vs CANDLE LIGHT DINNER

Two Parties one goal ....celebrate all year performances and saying good bye....

but one can't be more different than the other....none of them feels right...sigh..

Party number one

status: invitee (not a member of the group)...comes in pair...

Place : Karaoke place....dim, disco ball swirling, sound system was ear-ritating (haa!)
FnB: Open bar...I wisely choose to have 2 hot lemon tea...finger-licious snacks...over priced range of nasi goreng...
Feel: waaaaay too relaxed for my liking...intimidated a bit by how good the other gals are at singging...didn't care much in the end...high pitch false note is my signature anyways...
Highlight: "Jump around" brings everyone to the dance floor..nice job Ri!!

Party number two

Status: Part of the team.... mandatory...
Location: Upscaled Thai place
Feel: Waaaaaay too formal, sitting arrangements sucks...long table..hard to interact..ended up talking about ski trip with A's boss....
FnB: Superb food..me likey...drinks are so so...tempted to try the wine....
Highlight: Bill's farewell speech and the puppet doll....such a relevant gift...
Lowpoint: coming in late....got an icy stare....scary shit..ended up in the kids table...suckers (we are)
Regrets: declining the invite to stay for drinks...(aaah tis okay...get to go home early good for one's complextion...no?)

So all in all....both party was okay...did managed to get home with full belly...and had a few laughs.....still the best one is still right on the corner....

3rd Jan ...guys..get ready!!

Solitude in crowd

What am I really want to convey today?
I am lost for words....my biggest fears comes alive in the past few days....
1. someone stopped trying to care (this sucks sooo bad) --> current status : in a process of turning it back to where it was, progress is promising
2. safety net is declaring she's not gonna be there anymore to catch us fall...shit!! what are we to do...I feel like a lil' chick without it's hen...cirp cirp?!?
3. well, can't think of a number three right now...but two is already bad....
Okay for the good news:
1. Kid brotha' is moving to the big city...am not gonna be the only sitting duck anymore..yippeee!!
2. There's hope for tomorrow yet!! I can be all that I want to be...I found the perfect uni for masters...2008...here I come....

today is 2:2...still counting to beat the bad...
I know I should be more positive...

remember kids!! whitney knows this for a fact... "crack is wack!!"

existensial wisdom for the day

I'm not dead....just increadibly lazy!!

Gowd...

Almost two years now...?!?
I just read the last post that I did...it was still about my graduation...man..
where was I? some of you must've been missing me like crazy, huh?
well..tough...I'm too unpredictable and unreliable to hang on to..Sowry!!

Okay...recap...
since the last blog...I've moved coastside to Jakarta...too sell my soul to the devil him self..
yes..I must admit..I work for a THEM now...a little fish in a "kinda big" (is that even a word?) company...I know..I know...some off you must be booing me right this second..but hear my plea a bit if you please.....I did this only to gain the knowledge....not for the Money....(honestly guys..u know me better than that....right?!?) and I kinda liked the idea of being able to be sent for bussiness trip to somewhere amazing and exciting! (not all of them though, mind you..I learned that in a hard way)

Considered myself a cute little parasite....only use my existance in Jakarta to get as much financial (I know what I've said earlier...but did you really think that I'm that noble?) gain and experience as possible and go back to my "not-so-quaint-little-town" Bandung on the weekends.

So, here I am...sitting in my co-joined desk...in front of my crappy but muscular notebook...typing away of what might be a new start on a long bitchfest and all non-important posts about me...the new and few pounds heavier me...welcome!! ..again...

Can't take the kid from the fightTake the fight from the kidSit back, relaxSit
back, relapse again....camisado

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Akhirnya!!!

Eng..ing..eng...perkenalkan Azalea Hidayat S.si..cieee!! adeuh ini pengumuman teh telat banget sebenenernya tapi berhubung kemeren blog gwa bermasalah jadi baru sekarang deh bisa berkoar-koar tentang my latest achivement ini.

Jadi ceritanya pada tanggal 9 September 2004 setelah hampir 1 taun strugling and stuck in a dark tunnel called "TA" dan 1 jam 15 menit berusaha racking my brains out untuk ngejawab semua pertanyaan penguji akhirnya si lea teh dinyatakan lulus dari jurusan Oseanografi...yiiipieee!!!! (keprok atuh barudak!!!)

Waaa....leganya hati ini, ga perlu lagi berkutat didepan komputer untuk sementara waktu, ga perlu lagi nunggu2 giliran bimbingan, ga perlu lagi ngedigit, ga perlu lagi berusaha nurunin rumus kontinuitas n momentum penjalaran Tsunami..hahha..kesannya kuliah teh hanya untuk dapet titel banget ya gwa ....

Pokonya saya mau berterima kasih sama semua orang yang selalu percaya dan ngebuat semangat teman kalian yang satu ini tetap menyala....mau yang bener2 ngedoain sampe yang udah lupa kali ama tampang gwa, kalian tuh semua berharga!!!! hiks...kenapa jadi sentimentil gini yah? ah ga papa, kan lulus S1 cuma sekali, ya ga? Thanks guys!!! Thanks a lot!!!

Sekarang sih konsentrasi beralih ke proses pemilihan kebaya dan tempat make-upan yang paling oke...deuhh....kapan2 gwa pernah mau mikirin dangdan coba? haha, ga ding sekarang sih banyakan lagi mikir langkah berikutnya yang mau dijalanin, apa mau sekolah lagi ato kerja dulu ato ngurusin usaha aja? yah itu sih yang lagi ditimbang2...I don't wanna makea haste desicion for something thats gonna effect my future...don't u agree?

Life is not one big test, it's more like daily pop quizes