Mosaic meme

Finds this interesting and makes my boring day a bit more bearable!
create your own mosaic meme if you want! here's how to do it :
01. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr search engine.
02. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
03. Copy the URL of your favorite photos here.
04. Then share with the world.

01. First Name 02. Favourite Food 03. Hometown
04. Favourite Colour 05. Celebrity Crush 06. Favourite Drink
07. Dream Holiday 08. Favourite Dessert 09. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up
10. What I Love Most In The World 11. One Word That Describes Me 12. My blogger Name

Ta daaaaa! here's my result.....

1. Wild Azaleas in Our Woods..........3-25-09, 2. Ichiban Sushi - Salmon Sashimi, 3. sunset by the bridge, 4. Everything's Golden, 5. concert souvenir, 6. Got milk?, 7. On the Way to the Valley HDR, 8. Manggo Yougurt Ice Cream, 9. "Would You Care to Join Me in a Cup of Coffee?", 10. Watching the fireworks, 11. Mod squad with 1973 Toyota Corolla, 12. Bug and Jeep

KARAOKE Vs CANDLE LIGHT DINNER

Two Parties one goal ....celebrate all year performances and saying good bye....

but one can't be more different than the other....none of them feels right...sigh..

Party number one

status: invitee (not a member of the group)...comes in pair...

Place : Karaoke place....dim, disco ball swirling, sound system was ear-ritating (haa!)
FnB: Open bar...I wisely choose to have 2 hot lemon tea...finger-licious snacks...over priced range of nasi goreng...
Feel: waaaaay too relaxed for my liking...intimidated a bit by how good the other gals are at singging...didn't care much in the end...high pitch false note is my signature anyways...
Highlight: "Jump around" brings everyone to the dance floor..nice job Ri!!

Party number two

Status: Part of the team.... mandatory...
Location: Upscaled Thai place
Feel: Waaaaaay too formal, sitting arrangements sucks...long table..hard to interact..ended up talking about ski trip with A's boss....
FnB: Superb food..me likey...drinks are so so...tempted to try the wine....
Highlight: Bill's farewell speech and the puppet doll....such a relevant gift...
Lowpoint: coming in late....got an icy stare....scary shit..ended up in the kids table...suckers (we are)
Regrets: declining the invite to stay for drinks...(aaah tis okay...get to go home early good for one's complextion...no?)

So all in all....both party was okay...did managed to get home with full belly...and had a few laughs.....still the best one is still right on the corner....

3rd Jan ...guys..get ready!!

Solitude in crowd

What am I really want to convey today?
I am lost for words....my biggest fears comes alive in the past few days....
1. someone stopped trying to care (this sucks sooo bad) --> current status : in a process of turning it back to where it was, progress is promising
2. safety net is declaring she's not gonna be there anymore to catch us fall...shit!! what are we to do...I feel like a lil' chick without it's hen...cirp cirp?!?
3. well, can't think of a number three right now...but two is already bad....
Okay for the good news:
1. Kid brotha' is moving to the big city...am not gonna be the only sitting duck anymore..yippeee!!
2. There's hope for tomorrow yet!! I can be all that I want to be...I found the perfect uni for masters...2008...here I come....

today is 2:2...still counting to beat the bad...
I know I should be more positive...

remember kids!! whitney knows this for a fact... "crack is wack!!"

existensial wisdom for the day

I'm not dead....just increadibly lazy!!

Gowd...

Almost two years now...?!?
I just read the last post that I did...it was still about my graduation...man..
where was I? some of you must've been missing me like crazy, huh?
well..tough...I'm too unpredictable and unreliable to hang on to..Sowry!!

Okay...recap...
since the last blog...I've moved coastside to Jakarta...too sell my soul to the devil him self..
yes..I must admit..I work for a THEM now...a little fish in a "kinda big" (is that even a word?) company...I know..I know...some off you must be booing me right this second..but hear my plea a bit if you please.....I did this only to gain the knowledge....not for the Money....(honestly guys..u know me better than that....right?!?) and I kinda liked the idea of being able to be sent for bussiness trip to somewhere amazing and exciting! (not all of them though, mind you..I learned that in a hard way)

Considered myself a cute little parasite....only use my existance in Jakarta to get as much financial (I know what I've said earlier...but did you really think that I'm that noble?) gain and experience as possible and go back to my "not-so-quaint-little-town" Bandung on the weekends.

So, here I am...sitting in my co-joined desk...in front of my crappy but muscular notebook...typing away of what might be a new start on a long bitchfest and all non-important posts about me...the new and few pounds heavier me...welcome!! ..again...

Can't take the kid from the fightTake the fight from the kidSit back, relaxSit
back, relapse again....camisado

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Akhirnya!!!

Eng..ing..eng...perkenalkan Azalea Hidayat S.si..cieee!! adeuh ini pengumuman teh telat banget sebenenernya tapi berhubung kemeren blog gwa bermasalah jadi baru sekarang deh bisa berkoar-koar tentang my latest achivement ini.

Jadi ceritanya pada tanggal 9 September 2004 setelah hampir 1 taun strugling and stuck in a dark tunnel called "TA" dan 1 jam 15 menit berusaha racking my brains out untuk ngejawab semua pertanyaan penguji akhirnya si lea teh dinyatakan lulus dari jurusan Oseanografi...yiiipieee!!!! (keprok atuh barudak!!!)

Waaa....leganya hati ini, ga perlu lagi berkutat didepan komputer untuk sementara waktu, ga perlu lagi nunggu2 giliran bimbingan, ga perlu lagi ngedigit, ga perlu lagi berusaha nurunin rumus kontinuitas n momentum penjalaran Tsunami..hahha..kesannya kuliah teh hanya untuk dapet titel banget ya gwa ....

Pokonya saya mau berterima kasih sama semua orang yang selalu percaya dan ngebuat semangat teman kalian yang satu ini tetap menyala....mau yang bener2 ngedoain sampe yang udah lupa kali ama tampang gwa, kalian tuh semua berharga!!!! hiks...kenapa jadi sentimentil gini yah? ah ga papa, kan lulus S1 cuma sekali, ya ga? Thanks guys!!! Thanks a lot!!!

Sekarang sih konsentrasi beralih ke proses pemilihan kebaya dan tempat make-upan yang paling oke...deuhh....kapan2 gwa pernah mau mikirin dangdan coba? haha, ga ding sekarang sih banyakan lagi mikir langkah berikutnya yang mau dijalanin, apa mau sekolah lagi ato kerja dulu ato ngurusin usaha aja? yah itu sih yang lagi ditimbang2...I don't wanna makea haste desicion for something thats gonna effect my future...don't u agree?

Life is not one big test, it's more like daily pop quizes

what am i doing?!?

Tiba-tiba hari ini gwa dapet suatu "blinding realization"!!! which is : I'm the most pathetic person in the whole universe right now....
DAMN!!! I wish I could get out of this state of not knowing what to do, when the facts are telling me that I do have lots of things in my hands that needs my action....hiks!!!!!
Gimana dong...tiap hari kerjaan di rumah, rencana sih banyak...pengen ini pengen itu tapi pas mau ngerjainnya pasti aja jadi discourage...why?!? hmmm dunno...I think I need professional help deh, kayanya gwa udah mencapai titik dimana gwa harus reach out for help from other people...
Kenapa yah gwa tuh dari dulu selalu lebih semangat untuk ngerjain sesuatu untuk orang laen, sementara kerjaan gwa sendiri jadi terlantar? apa gwa pengen dianggap sebagai "saint"? ga juga...yang pasti sih gwa selalu berpikiran kalo gwa bantu orang pasti someday orang orang yang pernah gwa bantu in an inverted position will return the favour...without my asking....tapi nyatanya gwa selau dikecewain...setiap gwa butuh bantuan kayanya ga ada aja orang yang aps untuk gwa bisa minta tolong...dan ga pernah ada yang cukup sensitif untuk ngeliat kalo gwa butuh ditolong..dengan sendirinya...ga ada yang pernah tanya.."le, ada bisa gwa bantu?"...manaa?!?
Gwa sebenernya ga perlu lah ada yang ngejagain tiap hari...but would'nt it be nice kalo once in a while the people that call them selves my friends..ask me how I was doing?...and start doing something to help me....well? anyone?
Sebenernya keadaan ini udah ga sehat buat gwa...and I know it, tapi ga apa-apa kan kalo sekali-kali orang pengen jadi center of atenttion, jadi orang yang pengen dimanja...hehehe..aneh banget yah gwa gitu...orang yang dari luar selalu keliatannya tough, independent and care free..eh taunya di dalem yang ada just another damsel in destressed...
I'm stuck!!!! aneh banget yah...gwa tuh tau harus cepet2 nyelesein TA...supaya semua rencana besar gwa untuk travelling, opening a bussiness, going to school abroad, getting out of the house...pengen..tapi what can I do...susah banget....I am stck in a god damn rut!!! HELP!!!!

rose buds fom amsterdam!!!