Solitude in crowd

What am I really want to convey today?
I am lost for words....my biggest fears comes alive in the past few days....
1. someone stopped trying to care (this sucks sooo bad) --> current status : in a process of turning it back to where it was, progress is promising
2. safety net is declaring she's not gonna be there anymore to catch us fall...shit!! what are we to do...I feel like a lil' chick without it's hen...cirp cirp?!?
3. well, can't think of a number three right now...but two is already bad....
Okay for the good news:
1. Kid brotha' is moving to the big city...am not gonna be the only sitting duck anymore..yippeee!!
2. There's hope for tomorrow yet!! I can be all that I want to be...I found the perfect uni for masters...2008...here I come....

today is 2:2...still counting to beat the bad...
I know I should be more positive...

remember kids!! whitney knows this for a fact... "crack is wack!!"

existensial wisdom for the day